Perak

“If you didn't turn on me then, when you had plenty of reason to, I trust that you won't do it now, ring or no ring. I married you, Karissa, because I love you. Nothing more, nothing less." - Ignazo Vitale , Target on Our Backs

Hi . How are you guys ? I'm fine for now . whew , look at the date . 15 of March already . That's mean tomorrow is my first day as a student in UTP . Okay , I'm lying if I say I'm not freaking out . I basically freaking out about everything . Like everything ! I don't know , Am I fully ready yet ? I tried to read more blog post from other UTP's students , and yea , I even more nervous than before .  How can I survive this ? By the way , I' writing this at my Grandparents' house . Internet here are pretty crazy but I manage to watch Supernatural , so I think the internet is not so bad . Oh my , I can't watch supernatural much later . I just , I don't know .I'm scare and nervous . So nervous . Ya Allah , I hope I will get a great roommate tomorrow . I'm kinda afraid that I will forget to study since I will be far from my loving parents . oh whew , now , my nervous level are getting here . I need to seriously calm down . omg . There will be no TV and my books anymore . omg . Why I left them . omg . I'm sad . I think that's all . This is the last post for me as a free person . I'm gonna have a new life later . University life . Bye fairies .

Pillowtalk

" Never let them see your fear… it's rule number one. And it's not that I'm afraid. No, I'm not. " - Ignazo Vitale , Target on Our Backs

Hi . Wow , March already . Sorry for keeping you guys in the dark . I don't have much time to write lately because of Supernatural and my laziness , plus , my old laptop is currently being such a jerk and keep on lagging . I'm so sorry . But hey , how are you guys ? I'm still the old me , nothing change and I'm fine . Oh , I got the offer from UTP . Cool right ? I have decided to accept it and I'm going there this 16 of march . Whew , things are going to get tough , right ? Well , I'm not sure if I'm ready enough but life must go on . And yes , I won't give up . I'll try and try . " If they can make it , why can't I ? " " If they can succeed , Why can't I ? " . New life are going to start soon . And I'm not lying , I feel so scare and nervous . Maybe , I can't pay much attention to this blog anymore . But hey , I'll try to squeeze some time . I want to ace this course that I take . I want to be the best and I don't want to be lazy anymore . This foundation will exhaust me but I'll try my hardest and make every single minutes count . Just hope and pray this spirit gonna last long ( hahahaha ) . About my Supernatural , I'm now proceed to season 5 ! yyyyaaaayyyyyyy . I'm gonna keep watching it . oh dean . oh sam . oh cas . Yes , I love them . Whew , I don't have any idea to write anymore . Oh about my SPM result , let just say I got what I want , alhamdulillah . Well , this is the end line for today , I think . I'll try to update more before this upcoming Wednesday . Have a nice day then . Bye fairies .