Littlest thing

“I can’t imagine loving her any more than I do right now. But I know I will. Because every second I’m with her, I fall harder.” - Where I belong 

Hi fairies . It is 20 of February and almost the end of this month . My favourite month are going to the end . Wow , such a amazing and weird month for me . I just realise that I shared birthday month with a lot of famous people . Well , not that it matter . Hey , sorry for not updating regularly . I just don't get the right mood to write ( hahahaha ) . Oh , did you know , I just make a new tumblr . Oh my god , it is so beautiful and full of Dean and Zeki . And you can't judge me ( hahahaha ) . It is a tough job to edit those tumblr page. Thanks to this theme blog who help me . At least my tumblr page looks pretty . And nah , I won't give the link here . Let just say I don't want to share my page with everyone yet . So , what have you guys been doing lately ? Me , I'm still with supernatural and I'm done with season 2 ! Let's parttttyyyyyyyyyy . Oh my , I cried hard when I know Sam dead and Dean sell his soul to that crossroad demon . I can't do this . I know he will be alive until season 11 but still , it is so heart breaking . And because of it , I don't sleep  wink to watch that episode . wae wae wae . But hey , I proceed to episode 1 season 3 . I just can say the demon are getting pretty radical and crazy and it is getting exciting . yyaaayyyyy . And did you realise that I just put a mp3 player on my sidebar right ? Well , you have to click it . And it is my currently favourite song . It is a pretty song , try to listen to it . Well , I don't know what to write anymore so I think this is the end ? See you on march . Bye .

Happy Birthday , Yuki

“We waste too much time looking for the next thing and not appreciating what we have right now… and right now, what we have, is endless opportunities.” - Naz , Monster in His Eyes

Hi . It is 12 of February . My birthday . Happy Birthday , Fatin . I hope you will success in your life and be happy always . Don't let the light and fire in you fade away . Stop  turning yourself down occasionally  , you are not Jace and your life is beautiful in every way you see. Remember my dear self , the little girl in you still hope to be beautiful and success . She always pray for you when she is little and please don't let her down . She is still smiling and cheering for you . And again , happy 18 years old . You are getting older but more gorgeous each day . Happy birthday warlock and may you be taller , beautiful , gorgeous and every other good things ! May Allah bless you . And never stop pouring your love to everyone . Love Dean and N like you always do . 

And , special thank you to all my friends who wished me prosperity and good life ahead me . I love you guys so much . Thank you for every effort and gifts you gave to me to make my day today lovely and happy . Thankyouu to my family and Faidhi for singing me birthday song , Thankyouu Alida for calling me sharp at 12 am to wish birthday and share your beautiful stories to make my day , Thankyou to my reading club and supernatural fandom for such a thoughtful messages , videos and dancing gifts , Thankyouu to 5int1 for wishig me good life , Thankyouu to my friends for wishing me to be a better person , Thankyou to my unnie and oppas for cheering me and gave me alot of Dean ( OMG ) and N ( YES YES ) gifs that crack me up and thankyou to my manga friends for giving me the link to Vampire knight newest extra chapter ( maybe I will write something about this later )  . Thankyouu and thanks a lot / throws kisses / . I think thats all for today . I have Zero waiting for me . Bye fairies . I love you guys a lot.

Yuki and Yori

" She is so beautiful . When she smile and happy , she is even brighter than the Sun . She is here with me when the life itself want to kill me and she is here to cheer me when I'm nervous or sad . Her happiness is the source of my happiness . Thankyou for always being with me through the dark and light | happy and sad | nervous and carefree | hungry and full . Also , thank you for sticking around when I shut down all people and push them away . You stayed and make my life even better than before . You always keep up with my mood and childishness and never makes me feel left out . You are one of my greatest gift and I thank Allah because He make our path collide . I hope your light never fade but burn even brighter . Dear bestfriend , I love you " - Fatin | yuki | me 

Hi . Well , it is an early post for me . I want to post something tomorrow since it is my birthday . Yes , tomorrow or in 1 hour I will be 18 ! Hahahaha , not that it change anything . I will still watch Dean and love N . But I'm legal to party ( hahahaha ) , or that what Rayyan said before . Today is actually pretty special to me . I called it my own party . Today I went out with my bestie . Oh my god , I miss her so dearly . I can say I almost teared up when I saw her this morning . It is a long time since we spend our time together . Well , at first we plan to eat at Domino's pizza first but it is a little too early ( hahahaha ) , so instead we went to bookstores and  search for the book I want . Well , yea I got the book , typical me . Then we proceed to the pizza place . We choose a decent pizza combo and she choose the flavor . Okay , that was a big mistake . I won't let her choose pizza again ( hahahaha) , not that bad but taste exotic and I think it is funny . After the pizza part , we walk aimlessly  . Going to Watson , go and walk around Tunas Manja building and stop to have a drink and cookies at the cafe . Then we go to the Thai Carnival and to the park  , playing the swing and remembering our memories .  Actually , why did I feel like writing and essay for my English test here (hahahaha) ? Well , to sum up , today is the happiest day for me . We eat until we are totally full , like seriously so full ( and she still can eat more hahahaha ) and keep on talking and basically insult each other like always . Oh my god, I seriously can't describe how perfect today is . I keep replaying it in my mind and I freaking love it . I can't ask any better than this . Thank you for making me smiling and happy the whole day , Lida . I love youuuuuu and let us meet again later and eat more (hahahahaha) . I think that is all . Happy almost birthday to me . Bye fairies .

City of Glass

“No.I didn't call you because I'm tired of you only wanting me around when you need something. I'm tired of watching you be in love with someone else-someone, incidentally, who will never love you back. Not the way I do.” - Magnus Bane , City of Glass 

Hi . Today is Thursday . Yea , still nothing great happen actually . I just want to write you know. Read the tittle ? Actually , I'm running out of idea of what to write so instead , I just write the tittle of the book I currently read . Nothing much happen in it either . The war between almost everyone in Idris with Valentine and Jace is having a little chit-chat with Sebastian . I am a little bit surprise because Jace is younger than Sebastian . He keep calling Jace "little brother" . Well , they are not blood-related actually . Jace is Herondale while he is Morgenstern . But hey , I still keep an eye on this Sebastian . I seems can't believe him yet . I hope he dies faster . And now , Valentine are going to the Mirror lake and the night children are up to something . I seriously have this terrible head-ache because of this story . I just wait for Alec to introduce Magnus to his family actually . Well , I don't think it will be any time soon ( hahahha ) . By the way , how have you guys been doing lately ? For me , nothing special . I just get another book to read and one more movie to add into my waiting list . Me before You . Yes , I'm reading that book now . The trailer already capture my heart . Or maybe Finnick ( hahahaha ) . But , whatever . I will read this whole series and get it done . Now , I don't know what to write anymore . Yes , I have been thinking about the salt and burn to myself but nah , it only fun seeing Sam or Dean do those thing . I'm not a demon to start with ( hahahhaa ) . I'm a warlock . Oh here , listen to this : Army | I Know What You Did Last Summer | Alive . This is my currently favourite songs actually . And dont forget this : Lucky . This song makes me happy so why don't I share the happiness . I think that's all for now . Dean is waiting . bye fairies .

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" Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the window - Monster , Meg & Dia "

Hi . 2nd of February today . I figured out , if I really less lazy , I might do "a-post-a-day" you know ? But nah , This lazy-thingy are stronger than I think . Let us just watch the hope dies , shall we ? By the way , remember about the song-feels thingy ? I won't be doing anytime soon I think . Actually , I'm pretty excited about it yesterday , but when I woke up this morning , the excitement just died . Then I think " nah , I will do it when the spirit come again right ? " and I proceed to make a jug of tea as always . Well , I'm not a coffee person in the morning , more like a jug of strawberry tea kind of person . But still , I will do the game if I feel like . I'm sorry . So , you must be curious , right ? or maybe not . But I don't care . I  did this post to say , I finally finished Supernatural season 1 . YAY ! That explain the post tittle right ? Dean . Yeah , I have a crush on him even before I join this fandom ( hahahahaha ) . I did this post to congratulate myself and now I have no other reason to write anymore ( hahaha ) . I think this is the end ? Wow . I seriously need more great idea or I'm the one who need this salt and burn thingy , you know ? But hey , I'm gonna straight to season 2 and enjoying more screen time of Dean now . But wait for a second , Today is the premier of episode 4 of Shadowhunter . You know what this mean ? One word , MALEC . Yes , They got to know each other in this episode and I will be lying if I say I'm not excited . I AM MORE THAN EXCITED . I think I just fangirling sounding like a dying demon . Oh my god . Yes , I need more salt and burn I think . Like who can calm down when MALEC is going to happen ? I'm not and so do my fandom . We seriously replaying this " pretty-boy " thingy . Okay this is the base-line . I think if I go on , I won't stop . I mean who will stop for MALEC ? I need to stop screaming MALEC right ? I'll go now . Dean is waiting . Bye

February

“Maybe Cinderella didn’t live happily ever after. Maybe, come midnight, she wanted to run away. Maybe her prince wouldn’t let her. Mine didn’t.” - Karissa

Hi . Hey , It is February already right ? My favourite month of the year to be honestly . So , here is my first post for this month . I have a few plans on what to write during this month but hey , this lazy-thingy are not making my day easier so do not hope for much . How is January for you ? For me , there is nothing much except for my UTP's interview . And yes , I don't tell about it yet but I'll do the UTP post when I feel like . You know what? I got invited to a reunion ( hahahaa ) . I find it amusing because I am not someone who people would miss . I think you guys already figure that out . But hey , it those not change anything . I'm still not much in-mood unless my bestfriend are there . I always feel this kind of "left-out" alot unless with 5int1 but I'm not testing my luck if you ask . But overall , I think this month will not have anything cool or amazing or anything . I just love this month and this month is the "Naz month" . Target on Our Back will be release at the end of this month . I can't be happier than this ( hahahaha ) . By the way , I think I will do a game ( for myself ) this month . I call it " Song-feels " . I will start doing it maybe tomorrow or any day when I feel like doing . Actually , I'm not busy or anything . This is a pure laziness ( hahahhaha ) and maybe Dean's date time or anything like that . I think thats all . Dean are waiting . Bye fairies .