Pancakes is love

“Everything about her is beautiful to me. Even when she's scowling, when she's angry and full of hate. She's beautiful when she cries, when she's in the throes of grief. She's beautiful when she smiles, when she laughs at me. But she's the most beautiful when she's doing nothing. When she thinks nobody's looking, when she thinks she's alone.”  - Ignazo Vitale 

Hi . Have you read the tittle ? Of course , right ? Yes , pancakes are love ( hahaha ) . And yep , so do pizza , cakes , cookies , candy and pavlova . Well , every foods are love for me actually . So stop judging because I don't care . Oh , the main reason I write this is , I WANT TO GIVE YOU MY RECIPE FOR PANCAKES ! Actually , it is not that hard and I'm sure you can find this pretty little recipe anywhere in internet . But hey , I have decide to do this and if you don't want to read it , there is an exit button around your tab , right  ? Click it and we are done ( I'm sorry for being rude , but I like it . hahahha ) . So , I think , Let us start !


Firstly , You need these items :

- 2 cups of flour
- 2 tablespoon of baking powder
- 1 teaspoon of salt
- 2 tablespoon of sugar
- 2 cup of fresh milk
- 1 egg
- 1 teaspoon of vanilla essence
- 4 tablespoon of butter ( melted )

okay got it all ? Good ! so let us mix this things up ( hahahaha)

1- Mix the melted butter , sugar , flour , salt and egg together until it is combined . Yea , it will turn out weirdly but hey keep on folding

2 - Then , add milk to your mixing and keep on folding until it turn out perfectly smooth without any lumps of bumps or anything . Just a smooth liquid . My mom said you don't have to use any electrical things such as mixer or anything . Just use a big spoon or ladle or something . But , If your mixing are still weird after you mix it for 30 minutes or so , grab a blender and just blend those things . I did it and it turn out pretty ( hahaha ) .

3 - After that , mix vanilla essence and baking powder to your mixing and stir it until they combined completely .

4 - Then walla ! It is almost done . Now , grab a non-sticky pan , heat it for around 2-3 minutes and put your pancake mix on it but do not put it too much . Make a circle or any shape you want . When the below side are already golden or brownish , flip it and wait till it perfectly cooked .

5 - When you already love the colour , texture and the smell of your pancakes , take it out and serve it . But don't let it burn . Seriously , keep your eyes on your pancakes .

6 - PUFF ! Your pancakes are done and beautiful . You can eat it anyway you want ! I ate mine with honey + unsalted butter + whipped cream .

( funny-looking right ? hahaha , but it is delicious )

Okay , I think thats all . Whew , I can't believe I did a recipe here ( hahahaha ) . In case I forgot how to make it , I can refer it here . I have a hot date with Dean now .  Bye .

# 2 Retake driving test : PASS

“They told me you're beautiful," he says. "And I'm a lucky son of a bitch to have you all to myself.” 

Hi . Not gonna say much but YES YES YES YES I passed ! At last , I'm so happy . Praise Allah a thousand times because basically , all my prayer are answered . I got the road that I want , Road B . A really nice JPJ and my driving are so smooth and easy . Oh my god , Alhamdulillah . I'm so happy . This time , the JPJ was so playful and talkative . We basically talked about everything . He said , he does not want me to be nervous but hey , I still do ( hahaha ) . He seriously asked me to remember his name . Yes I remember , " Kazwari Omar " . He is in the car that numbered 51 . I'm so grateful . At first , I thought I was doomed since he looks like wanting to kill me but after we get into the car, he basically said " Second time right ? Don't have to do all this RSM . Just do a few and when the front car move , you go " . OMG I was like " okay " . He even asked me which road that I want . I was so happy . Not to mention , I did great too today . I can get into the "simpang" smoothly and not panic . I drive okay and still can focus . Whew . I feel cool ( hahaha ) .  And I'm also happy that Pqah passed too . She has been with me and accompanying me doing all this driving thingy . I'm so happy when she say she passed . Alhamdulillah ! We did it , we finally did it . Well , I think that was the last time I go to the Wimozad . I'm gonna miss all the memories . Hey , I think thats all . Bye for now .

{ Funniest "Laugh Out Loud" moment you've encountered today? }

the moment when the JPJ say " I love you " and I reply " I love you too "

omg hahahah waeeeee XD and we both laugh at that xD

Tomorrow

“It's your gift, to see the beauty and the horror in ordinary things. It doesn't make you crazy, just different.” - City Of Bones 

Hi . I just want to make some quick post . You know , just a short one to ease my nervous . Okay , I'm not that nervous to start with . Hey , tomorrow is my test day . Second test day to be correct . Whew . I don't know . Based on my practice before , I still do a little and a few mistakes but nothing much . And my last practice today , I do it almost flawlessly actually . Just a few glitch and problem , I don't have much confidence in me actually and I'm to scare to do anything or any move . I don't know if I can overcome this but I'm trying to . You know , I tried to do " gear-changing " while driving and it comes out really good ! I just hope I can do this again when I almost want to enter the " simpang Tokkah " . At that place , I tend to be really panic actually . and I do panic too if something unexpected things suddenly happen while I'm driving . I just hope everything will go smoothly and I can be strong enough to overcome any unexpected thing . I REALLY want to pass this test . May Allah bless me and always be with me . I can do it . I believe I can . If everyone can pass , why can't I , right ? Hey , If anyone read this , wish me luck and pray for my best . Thank you in advance . I think that's all I have today . Look , a short one right ? Well , bye lovelys .

Note to me : Dear Fatin , have faith and believe in yourself . You can do it .  You are the best . I love you

#1 Driving test : Failed

“Show them what a shadowhunter is made of; show them you aren't afraid” -  City of Heavenly Fire 

Hi . Such a hectic day right ? I'm so tired both emotionally and physically . Well , I guess you read the head tittle right ? Yes , I failed it . I'm not proud of it either . Today is my first time taking a driving test and it does not go so well . I basically make a mistake after I get in the car . How pathetic right ? And not to mention that keep doing a lot of mistakes after that . Whew , I can't understand myself either ( hahahaha ). Well , if you never make a mistake , how can you be a better person , correct ? I got to admit that I got a really (kinda) strict JPJ but hey , he already did a countless times trying to "not-see" my mistakes but I still do a lot of it . He said I need to learn more to be a better driver . And thus , I failed the " road " test . I literally crying while driving when I know I'm failing in that test . When we arrived at the " Wimozad " , at that time , I don't have any spirits to go on my other test since I had been worried about the "circuit " test more than the "road " one .

 But surprisingly ( praised Allah ) I passed flawlessly ( hahahaha ) . Even at the "side-parking" and "tiga penjuru" parking that I have been worried for a week ! But still , I need to repeat the test next time . Oh my , I'm starting to get this cold-sweat . I determine not to fail this time so I'm gonna do my "more" best then . And not to forget , I really want to thank you to all my friends and family for making me happy when I'm down and give me a lot of motivation before my test . I'm sorry to disappoint you guys . I'll study hard this time and hopefully not making the same mistakes again . I love you guys so much . Pray for me for my next test ( this 25th of January ) . Bye .

| A big shout-out to my bestfriend , Alida for calling me this morning to wish me goodluck . You ease my worry and make me get my confident back , I love you . Not to forget about Syamil ( Mr. Ragnor Fell  ) for making me feel confident about my "circuit" test and to Pqah for always have to solve all my driving problem and make me feel a lot better . also to my other friends , who always been wishing me goodluck and not-to-be-sad-for-failing , I love you guys . I do my VERY best this time . / here some HOT Magnus Bane / |

Shadowhunter | Warlock

“Is this the part where you start tearing off strips of your shirt to bind my wounds?"

"If you wanted me to rip my clothes off, you should have just asked.” - Jace | Clary , City of Bones

Hi . Second entry for this month . I'm pretty proud of myself because I can fight my laziness and do this entry thingy ( hahaha ) . Well today I think i want to talk about shadowhunter , the new drama that currently airing now at every Tuesday . So before I start , let me give you a warning : This post might have ME fangirling too much for every character . If it is too much for you , you can easily click the exit button or just endure it . I don't care either way ( hahaha I'm being rude I know ) . So , here goes my review .

THIS DRAMA IS DA BOMB LIKE OH MY GOOD . Even at the opening , Alec already make a great impression for me and I'M IMMEDIATELY IN LOVE . OH MY GOD , Jace , Alec and Izzy seriously are so awesome and I was like "drooling" over them . and did I mention Izzy is so HOT along with Jace and Alec ? Oh my god I just "kennot" . And did I mention Clary ? not yet, well SHE IS FREAKING GORGEOUS and Simon is just like " kkyyaaaaaaaa " . I seriously never fangirl hard before . Okay I lied , I used to do this for VIXX (hahahhaa , they are special ) . And Luke ? oh my god that werewolf , I'm not ready for him . HE IS A COP ?!  Seriously , what makes people even hotter than he is before ? That person is a cop , that is makes someone even hotter . Oh my god oh my god oh my god I "kennot" calm down . How about Jocelyn ? She is beautiful , hands down haters but oh my god , i just seriously cannot ( hahahaha ) . And you know what makes this story even better ? Two words . Magnus Bane . This gorgeous Warlock , my crush , why you have to be so hot in this drama ? You already capture my heart the moment Jocelyn come and see you . oh my why why why , I'm not prepared for this T_T why why why fandom why ?

But hey , for overall , the first episode are so awesome and I seriously can't wait for the next one . I already replay this episode for three times , well I need my daily dose of handsome people . So , i think I gonna rot and die here while waiting for the next episode . just pray and hope I did not go crazy and insane before next Tuesday ( hahahaha , I'm serious not laughing at all ) . Okay , I think thats all . I hope you have a great day today and always . Bye .

The First

" "I can offer you my life, but it is a short life; I can offer you my heart, though I have no idea how many more beats it shall sustain. But I love you enough to hope that you wil not care that I am being selfish in trying to make the rest of my life - whatever length - happy, by spending it with you. I want to be married to you, Tessa. I want it more than I have ever wanted anything else in my life." - Jem Carstairs 

  Hi . Well , this is my first entry for my new blog . I stop using the old one since I have made a terrible mistake while editing it . I'm actually don't think anyone would read or pay attention to this blog , but hey , I need a journal and decided to use this " great internet knowledge " I learnt . Okay , first and all , I'll introduce myself ,  call me Yuki or Esmeralda  (of course not my real name) . Not so friendly but I'll try to be nice . Loves books , anything based on books , Vixx , foods , manga and also loves to annoy people . Can go days talking about books or vixx . I don't tolerate haters or rude people . I love to fangirl about books and vixx ( I'm welcoming anyone to do that , we MIGHT be bestfriend ) . Most picture here are not mine . And lastly , my english are not good , might have a lot of grammatical error . Okay , that is too much information . As for this blog , I'll update when I'm not lazy (hahahaha)  , I'll use this blog for my inner fangirl , for movie or drama or books or anime or manga , my life ( let see ) and maybe for vixx or other things ( I'll think of something ) . oh before it is too late , most entry here will probably start with quote form any random book that I like . Just a mild warning . I think thats all . Bye .