The Words

" A man unwilling to fight for what he wants, deserves what he gets "- Killian Jones aka Captain Hook , Once Upon a Time 

Hey fairies. How are you ? Well , look at the date now. 22 of July , whew time do flies so fast. I guess this is the last post then. I'm going back to UTP tomorrow's night. huh , second sem gonna start soon. Hey , you know , I already received my result ! omg I'm so proud of myself . I got Dean's list . Well, not a 4flat student yet . I got A- for English and Physics and A for pre-calculus and chemistry. Thanks Allah . I'm so worried for this result especially for physics . I mean , I did not know how to answer majority of the question. I think my coursework mark help me a lot. Need to excel in tests and quizzes later. I'll do my best. Oh , I already on season 3 for once upon a time ! Impressive right ? I can get over hook. Not my fault if he is too hot. Well, my ship , captain swan , are going to sail soon , omggggg. Oh, try listening to this song : The Words by Christina Perri . This song has lots of elements from Once Upon  a time . Not to mention , hook or killian jones starring in it . I'm kinda addicted to the song now. I'll deal with it later. Hurm, what else you want to know? I think thats all now. I have a date with hook , can't be late , aren't I ? bye apple pie.

Captain Hook

" When I win your heart, Emma... and I will win it... it will not be because of any trickery. It will be because you want me." - Killian Jones aka Captain Hook , Once Upon A Time season 3

Hi fairies. Wow , it's a long time since my last update here, right ? Lot of time has passed. Hey, how are you doing lately ? I'm now actually waiting for my exam result. It does take a long time, whew. Oh, I'm already on season 10 for supernatural ! Impressive right ? I'm quite proud of the achievement to be honestly. I also join another fandom ! Proud to be called Oncer now . I'm on season 1 episode 20. My heart broke when Graham died and I still cannot move on. Why must he die? Oh why. Well I'm waiting for my captain hook now. My soulmate omg. I think thats all . I just feel like talking. This blog is so dusty and I need to check in again. Bye biscuit 

Perak

“If you didn't turn on me then, when you had plenty of reason to, I trust that you won't do it now, ring or no ring. I married you, Karissa, because I love you. Nothing more, nothing less." - Ignazo Vitale , Target on Our Backs

Hi . How are you guys ? I'm fine for now . whew , look at the date . 15 of March already . That's mean tomorrow is my first day as a student in UTP . Okay , I'm lying if I say I'm not freaking out . I basically freaking out about everything . Like everything ! I don't know , Am I fully ready yet ? I tried to read more blog post from other UTP's students , and yea , I even more nervous than before .  How can I survive this ? By the way , I' writing this at my Grandparents' house . Internet here are pretty crazy but I manage to watch Supernatural , so I think the internet is not so bad . Oh my , I can't watch supernatural much later . I just , I don't know .I'm scare and nervous . So nervous . Ya Allah , I hope I will get a great roommate tomorrow . I'm kinda afraid that I will forget to study since I will be far from my loving parents . oh whew , now , my nervous level are getting here . I need to seriously calm down . omg . There will be no TV and my books anymore . omg . Why I left them . omg . I'm sad . I think that's all . This is the last post for me as a free person . I'm gonna have a new life later . University life . Bye fairies .

Pillowtalk

" Never let them see your fear… it's rule number one. And it's not that I'm afraid. No, I'm not. " - Ignazo Vitale , Target on Our Backs

Hi . Wow , March already . Sorry for keeping you guys in the dark . I don't have much time to write lately because of Supernatural and my laziness , plus , my old laptop is currently being such a jerk and keep on lagging . I'm so sorry . But hey , how are you guys ? I'm still the old me , nothing change and I'm fine . Oh , I got the offer from UTP . Cool right ? I have decided to accept it and I'm going there this 16 of march . Whew , things are going to get tough , right ? Well , I'm not sure if I'm ready enough but life must go on . And yes , I won't give up . I'll try and try . " If they can make it , why can't I ? " " If they can succeed , Why can't I ? " . New life are going to start soon . And I'm not lying , I feel so scare and nervous . Maybe , I can't pay much attention to this blog anymore . But hey , I'll try to squeeze some time . I want to ace this course that I take . I want to be the best and I don't want to be lazy anymore . This foundation will exhaust me but I'll try my hardest and make every single minutes count . Just hope and pray this spirit gonna last long ( hahahaha ) . About my Supernatural , I'm now proceed to season 5 ! yyyyaaaayyyyyyy . I'm gonna keep watching it . oh dean . oh sam . oh cas . Yes , I love them . Whew , I don't have any idea to write anymore . Oh about my SPM result , let just say I got what I want , alhamdulillah . Well , this is the end line for today , I think . I'll try to update more before this upcoming Wednesday . Have a nice day then . Bye fairies .

Littlest thing

“I can’t imagine loving her any more than I do right now. But I know I will. Because every second I’m with her, I fall harder.” - Where I belong 

Hi fairies . It is 20 of February and almost the end of this month . My favourite month are going to the end . Wow , such a amazing and weird month for me . I just realise that I shared birthday month with a lot of famous people . Well , not that it matter . Hey , sorry for not updating regularly . I just don't get the right mood to write ( hahahaha ) . Oh , did you know , I just make a new tumblr . Oh my god , it is so beautiful and full of Dean and Zeki . And you can't judge me ( hahahaha ) . It is a tough job to edit those tumblr page. Thanks to this theme blog who help me . At least my tumblr page looks pretty . And nah , I won't give the link here . Let just say I don't want to share my page with everyone yet . So , what have you guys been doing lately ? Me , I'm still with supernatural and I'm done with season 2 ! Let's parttttyyyyyyyyyy . Oh my , I cried hard when I know Sam dead and Dean sell his soul to that crossroad demon . I can't do this . I know he will be alive until season 11 but still , it is so heart breaking . And because of it , I don't sleep  wink to watch that episode . wae wae wae . But hey , I proceed to episode 1 season 3 . I just can say the demon are getting pretty radical and crazy and it is getting exciting . yyaaayyyyy . And did you realise that I just put a mp3 player on my sidebar right ? Well , you have to click it . And it is my currently favourite song . It is a pretty song , try to listen to it . Well , I don't know what to write anymore so I think this is the end ? See you on march . Bye .

Happy Birthday , Yuki

“We waste too much time looking for the next thing and not appreciating what we have right now… and right now, what we have, is endless opportunities.” - Naz , Monster in His Eyes

Hi . It is 12 of February . My birthday . Happy Birthday , Fatin . I hope you will success in your life and be happy always . Don't let the light and fire in you fade away . Stop  turning yourself down occasionally  , you are not Jace and your life is beautiful in every way you see. Remember my dear self , the little girl in you still hope to be beautiful and success . She always pray for you when she is little and please don't let her down . She is still smiling and cheering for you . And again , happy 18 years old . You are getting older but more gorgeous each day . Happy birthday warlock and may you be taller , beautiful , gorgeous and every other good things ! May Allah bless you . And never stop pouring your love to everyone . Love Dean and N like you always do . 

And , special thank you to all my friends who wished me prosperity and good life ahead me . I love you guys so much . Thank you for every effort and gifts you gave to me to make my day today lovely and happy . Thankyouu to my family and Faidhi for singing me birthday song , Thankyouu Alida for calling me sharp at 12 am to wish birthday and share your beautiful stories to make my day , Thankyou to my reading club and supernatural fandom for such a thoughtful messages , videos and dancing gifts , Thankyouu to 5int1 for wishig me good life , Thankyouu to my friends for wishing me to be a better person , Thankyou to my unnie and oppas for cheering me and gave me alot of Dean ( OMG ) and N ( YES YES ) gifs that crack me up and thankyou to my manga friends for giving me the link to Vampire knight newest extra chapter ( maybe I will write something about this later )  . Thankyouu and thanks a lot / throws kisses / . I think thats all for today . I have Zero waiting for me . Bye fairies . I love you guys a lot.

Yuki and Yori

" She is so beautiful . When she smile and happy , she is even brighter than the Sun . She is here with me when the life itself want to kill me and she is here to cheer me when I'm nervous or sad . Her happiness is the source of my happiness . Thankyou for always being with me through the dark and light | happy and sad | nervous and carefree | hungry and full . Also , thank you for sticking around when I shut down all people and push them away . You stayed and make my life even better than before . You always keep up with my mood and childishness and never makes me feel left out . You are one of my greatest gift and I thank Allah because He make our path collide . I hope your light never fade but burn even brighter . Dear bestfriend , I love you " - Fatin | yuki | me 

Hi . Well , it is an early post for me . I want to post something tomorrow since it is my birthday . Yes , tomorrow or in 1 hour I will be 18 ! Hahahaha , not that it change anything . I will still watch Dean and love N . But I'm legal to party ( hahahaha ) , or that what Rayyan said before . Today is actually pretty special to me . I called it my own party . Today I went out with my bestie . Oh my god , I miss her so dearly . I can say I almost teared up when I saw her this morning . It is a long time since we spend our time together . Well , at first we plan to eat at Domino's pizza first but it is a little too early ( hahahaha ) , so instead we went to bookstores and  search for the book I want . Well , yea I got the book , typical me . Then we proceed to the pizza place . We choose a decent pizza combo and she choose the flavor . Okay , that was a big mistake . I won't let her choose pizza again ( hahahaha) , not that bad but taste exotic and I think it is funny . After the pizza part , we walk aimlessly  . Going to Watson , go and walk around Tunas Manja building and stop to have a drink and cookies at the cafe . Then we go to the Thai Carnival and to the park  , playing the swing and remembering our memories .  Actually , why did I feel like writing and essay for my English test here (hahahaha) ? Well , to sum up , today is the happiest day for me . We eat until we are totally full , like seriously so full ( and she still can eat more hahahaha ) and keep on talking and basically insult each other like always . Oh my god, I seriously can't describe how perfect today is . I keep replaying it in my mind and I freaking love it . I can't ask any better than this . Thank you for making me smiling and happy the whole day , Lida . I love youuuuuu and let us meet again later and eat more (hahahahaha) . I think that is all . Happy almost birthday to me . Bye fairies .

City of Glass

“No.I didn't call you because I'm tired of you only wanting me around when you need something. I'm tired of watching you be in love with someone else-someone, incidentally, who will never love you back. Not the way I do.” - Magnus Bane , City of Glass 

Hi . Today is Thursday . Yea , still nothing great happen actually . I just want to write you know. Read the tittle ? Actually , I'm running out of idea of what to write so instead , I just write the tittle of the book I currently read . Nothing much happen in it either . The war between almost everyone in Idris with Valentine and Jace is having a little chit-chat with Sebastian . I am a little bit surprise because Jace is younger than Sebastian . He keep calling Jace "little brother" . Well , they are not blood-related actually . Jace is Herondale while he is Morgenstern . But hey , I still keep an eye on this Sebastian . I seems can't believe him yet . I hope he dies faster . And now , Valentine are going to the Mirror lake and the night children are up to something . I seriously have this terrible head-ache because of this story . I just wait for Alec to introduce Magnus to his family actually . Well , I don't think it will be any time soon ( hahahha ) . By the way , how have you guys been doing lately ? For me , nothing special . I just get another book to read and one more movie to add into my waiting list . Me before You . Yes , I'm reading that book now . The trailer already capture my heart . Or maybe Finnick ( hahahaha ) . But , whatever . I will read this whole series and get it done . Now , I don't know what to write anymore . Yes , I have been thinking about the salt and burn to myself but nah , it only fun seeing Sam or Dean do those thing . I'm not a demon to start with ( hahahhaa ) . I'm a warlock . Oh here , listen to this : Army | I Know What You Did Last Summer | Alive . This is my currently favourite songs actually . And dont forget this : Lucky . This song makes me happy so why don't I share the happiness . I think that's all for now . Dean is waiting . bye fairies .

Search Results

Dean

" Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the window - Monster , Meg & Dia "

Hi . 2nd of February today . I figured out , if I really less lazy , I might do "a-post-a-day" you know ? But nah , This lazy-thingy are stronger than I think . Let us just watch the hope dies , shall we ? By the way , remember about the song-feels thingy ? I won't be doing anytime soon I think . Actually , I'm pretty excited about it yesterday , but when I woke up this morning , the excitement just died . Then I think " nah , I will do it when the spirit come again right ? " and I proceed to make a jug of tea as always . Well , I'm not a coffee person in the morning , more like a jug of strawberry tea kind of person . But still , I will do the game if I feel like . I'm sorry . So , you must be curious , right ? or maybe not . But I don't care . I  did this post to say , I finally finished Supernatural season 1 . YAY ! That explain the post tittle right ? Dean . Yeah , I have a crush on him even before I join this fandom ( hahahahaha ) . I did this post to congratulate myself and now I have no other reason to write anymore ( hahaha ) . I think this is the end ? Wow . I seriously need more great idea or I'm the one who need this salt and burn thingy , you know ? But hey , I'm gonna straight to season 2 and enjoying more screen time of Dean now . But wait for a second , Today is the premier of episode 4 of Shadowhunter . You know what this mean ? One word , MALEC . Yes , They got to know each other in this episode and I will be lying if I say I'm not excited . I AM MORE THAN EXCITED . I think I just fangirling sounding like a dying demon . Oh my god . Yes , I need more salt and burn I think . Like who can calm down when MALEC is going to happen ? I'm not and so do my fandom . We seriously replaying this " pretty-boy " thingy . Okay this is the base-line . I think if I go on , I won't stop . I mean who will stop for MALEC ? I need to stop screaming MALEC right ? I'll go now . Dean is waiting . Bye

February

“Maybe Cinderella didn’t live happily ever after. Maybe, come midnight, she wanted to run away. Maybe her prince wouldn’t let her. Mine didn’t.” - Karissa

Hi . Hey , It is February already right ? My favourite month of the year to be honestly . So , here is my first post for this month . I have a few plans on what to write during this month but hey , this lazy-thingy are not making my day easier so do not hope for much . How is January for you ? For me , there is nothing much except for my UTP's interview . And yes , I don't tell about it yet but I'll do the UTP post when I feel like . You know what? I got invited to a reunion ( hahahaa ) . I find it amusing because I am not someone who people would miss . I think you guys already figure that out . But hey , it those not change anything . I'm still not much in-mood unless my bestfriend are there . I always feel this kind of "left-out" alot unless with 5int1 but I'm not testing my luck if you ask . But overall , I think this month will not have anything cool or amazing or anything . I just love this month and this month is the "Naz month" . Target on Our Back will be release at the end of this month . I can't be happier than this ( hahahaha ) . By the way , I think I will do a game ( for myself ) this month . I call it " Song-feels " . I will start doing it maybe tomorrow or any day when I feel like doing . Actually , I'm not busy or anything . This is a pure laziness ( hahahhaha ) and maybe Dean's date time or anything like that . I think thats all . Dean are waiting . Bye fairies .

Pancakes is love

“Everything about her is beautiful to me. Even when she's scowling, when she's angry and full of hate. She's beautiful when she cries, when she's in the throes of grief. She's beautiful when she smiles, when she laughs at me. But she's the most beautiful when she's doing nothing. When she thinks nobody's looking, when she thinks she's alone.”  - Ignazo Vitale 

Hi . Have you read the tittle ? Of course , right ? Yes , pancakes are love ( hahaha ) . And yep , so do pizza , cakes , cookies , candy and pavlova . Well , every foods are love for me actually . So stop judging because I don't care . Oh , the main reason I write this is , I WANT TO GIVE YOU MY RECIPE FOR PANCAKES ! Actually , it is not that hard and I'm sure you can find this pretty little recipe anywhere in internet . But hey , I have decide to do this and if you don't want to read it , there is an exit button around your tab , right  ? Click it and we are done ( I'm sorry for being rude , but I like it . hahahha ) . So , I think , Let us start !


Firstly , You need these items :

- 2 cups of flour
- 2 tablespoon of baking powder
- 1 teaspoon of salt
- 2 tablespoon of sugar
- 2 cup of fresh milk
- 1 egg
- 1 teaspoon of vanilla essence
- 4 tablespoon of butter ( melted )

okay got it all ? Good ! so let us mix this things up ( hahahaha)

1- Mix the melted butter , sugar , flour , salt and egg together until it is combined . Yea , it will turn out weirdly but hey keep on folding

2 - Then , add milk to your mixing and keep on folding until it turn out perfectly smooth without any lumps of bumps or anything . Just a smooth liquid . My mom said you don't have to use any electrical things such as mixer or anything . Just use a big spoon or ladle or something . But , If your mixing are still weird after you mix it for 30 minutes or so , grab a blender and just blend those things . I did it and it turn out pretty ( hahaha ) .

3 - After that , mix vanilla essence and baking powder to your mixing and stir it until they combined completely .

4 - Then walla ! It is almost done . Now , grab a non-sticky pan , heat it for around 2-3 minutes and put your pancake mix on it but do not put it too much . Make a circle or any shape you want . When the below side are already golden or brownish , flip it and wait till it perfectly cooked .

5 - When you already love the colour , texture and the smell of your pancakes , take it out and serve it . But don't let it burn . Seriously , keep your eyes on your pancakes .

6 - PUFF ! Your pancakes are done and beautiful . You can eat it anyway you want ! I ate mine with honey + unsalted butter + whipped cream .

( funny-looking right ? hahaha , but it is delicious )

Okay , I think thats all . Whew , I can't believe I did a recipe here ( hahahaha ) . In case I forgot how to make it , I can refer it here . I have a hot date with Dean now .  Bye .

# 2 Retake driving test : PASS

“They told me you're beautiful," he says. "And I'm a lucky son of a bitch to have you all to myself.” 

Hi . Not gonna say much but YES YES YES YES I passed ! At last , I'm so happy . Praise Allah a thousand times because basically , all my prayer are answered . I got the road that I want , Road B . A really nice JPJ and my driving are so smooth and easy . Oh my god , Alhamdulillah . I'm so happy . This time , the JPJ was so playful and talkative . We basically talked about everything . He said , he does not want me to be nervous but hey , I still do ( hahaha ) . He seriously asked me to remember his name . Yes I remember , " Kazwari Omar " . He is in the car that numbered 51 . I'm so grateful . At first , I thought I was doomed since he looks like wanting to kill me but after we get into the car, he basically said " Second time right ? Don't have to do all this RSM . Just do a few and when the front car move , you go " . OMG I was like " okay " . He even asked me which road that I want . I was so happy . Not to mention , I did great too today . I can get into the "simpang" smoothly and not panic . I drive okay and still can focus . Whew . I feel cool ( hahaha ) .  And I'm also happy that Pqah passed too . She has been with me and accompanying me doing all this driving thingy . I'm so happy when she say she passed . Alhamdulillah ! We did it , we finally did it . Well , I think that was the last time I go to the Wimozad . I'm gonna miss all the memories . Hey , I think thats all . Bye for now .

{ Funniest "Laugh Out Loud" moment you've encountered today? }

the moment when the JPJ say " I love you " and I reply " I love you too "

omg hahahah waeeeee XD and we both laugh at that xD

Tomorrow

“It's your gift, to see the beauty and the horror in ordinary things. It doesn't make you crazy, just different.” - City Of Bones 

Hi . I just want to make some quick post . You know , just a short one to ease my nervous . Okay , I'm not that nervous to start with . Hey , tomorrow is my test day . Second test day to be correct . Whew . I don't know . Based on my practice before , I still do a little and a few mistakes but nothing much . And my last practice today , I do it almost flawlessly actually . Just a few glitch and problem , I don't have much confidence in me actually and I'm to scare to do anything or any move . I don't know if I can overcome this but I'm trying to . You know , I tried to do " gear-changing " while driving and it comes out really good ! I just hope I can do this again when I almost want to enter the " simpang Tokkah " . At that place , I tend to be really panic actually . and I do panic too if something unexpected things suddenly happen while I'm driving . I just hope everything will go smoothly and I can be strong enough to overcome any unexpected thing . I REALLY want to pass this test . May Allah bless me and always be with me . I can do it . I believe I can . If everyone can pass , why can't I , right ? Hey , If anyone read this , wish me luck and pray for my best . Thank you in advance . I think that's all I have today . Look , a short one right ? Well , bye lovelys .

Note to me : Dear Fatin , have faith and believe in yourself . You can do it .  You are the best . I love you

#1 Driving test : Failed

“Show them what a shadowhunter is made of; show them you aren't afraid” -  City of Heavenly Fire 

Hi . Such a hectic day right ? I'm so tired both emotionally and physically . Well , I guess you read the head tittle right ? Yes , I failed it . I'm not proud of it either . Today is my first time taking a driving test and it does not go so well . I basically make a mistake after I get in the car . How pathetic right ? And not to mention that keep doing a lot of mistakes after that . Whew , I can't understand myself either ( hahahaha ). Well , if you never make a mistake , how can you be a better person , correct ? I got to admit that I got a really (kinda) strict JPJ but hey , he already did a countless times trying to "not-see" my mistakes but I still do a lot of it . He said I need to learn more to be a better driver . And thus , I failed the " road " test . I literally crying while driving when I know I'm failing in that test . When we arrived at the " Wimozad " , at that time , I don't have any spirits to go on my other test since I had been worried about the "circuit " test more than the "road " one .

 But surprisingly ( praised Allah ) I passed flawlessly ( hahahaha ) . Even at the "side-parking" and "tiga penjuru" parking that I have been worried for a week ! But still , I need to repeat the test next time . Oh my , I'm starting to get this cold-sweat . I determine not to fail this time so I'm gonna do my "more" best then . And not to forget , I really want to thank you to all my friends and family for making me happy when I'm down and give me a lot of motivation before my test . I'm sorry to disappoint you guys . I'll study hard this time and hopefully not making the same mistakes again . I love you guys so much . Pray for me for my next test ( this 25th of January ) . Bye .

| A big shout-out to my bestfriend , Alida for calling me this morning to wish me goodluck . You ease my worry and make me get my confident back , I love you . Not to forget about Syamil ( Mr. Ragnor Fell  ) for making me feel confident about my "circuit" test and to Pqah for always have to solve all my driving problem and make me feel a lot better . also to my other friends , who always been wishing me goodluck and not-to-be-sad-for-failing , I love you guys . I do my VERY best this time . / here some HOT Magnus Bane / |

Shadowhunter | Warlock

“Is this the part where you start tearing off strips of your shirt to bind my wounds?"

"If you wanted me to rip my clothes off, you should have just asked.” - Jace | Clary , City of Bones

Hi . Second entry for this month . I'm pretty proud of myself because I can fight my laziness and do this entry thingy ( hahaha ) . Well today I think i want to talk about shadowhunter , the new drama that currently airing now at every Tuesday . So before I start , let me give you a warning : This post might have ME fangirling too much for every character . If it is too much for you , you can easily click the exit button or just endure it . I don't care either way ( hahaha I'm being rude I know ) . So , here goes my review .

THIS DRAMA IS DA BOMB LIKE OH MY GOOD . Even at the opening , Alec already make a great impression for me and I'M IMMEDIATELY IN LOVE . OH MY GOD , Jace , Alec and Izzy seriously are so awesome and I was like "drooling" over them . and did I mention Izzy is so HOT along with Jace and Alec ? Oh my god I just "kennot" . And did I mention Clary ? not yet, well SHE IS FREAKING GORGEOUS and Simon is just like " kkyyaaaaaaaa " . I seriously never fangirl hard before . Okay I lied , I used to do this for VIXX (hahahhaa , they are special ) . And Luke ? oh my god that werewolf , I'm not ready for him . HE IS A COP ?!  Seriously , what makes people even hotter than he is before ? That person is a cop , that is makes someone even hotter . Oh my god oh my god oh my god I "kennot" calm down . How about Jocelyn ? She is beautiful , hands down haters but oh my god , i just seriously cannot ( hahahaha ) . And you know what makes this story even better ? Two words . Magnus Bane . This gorgeous Warlock , my crush , why you have to be so hot in this drama ? You already capture my heart the moment Jocelyn come and see you . oh my why why why , I'm not prepared for this T_T why why why fandom why ?

But hey , for overall , the first episode are so awesome and I seriously can't wait for the next one . I already replay this episode for three times , well I need my daily dose of handsome people . So , i think I gonna rot and die here while waiting for the next episode . just pray and hope I did not go crazy and insane before next Tuesday ( hahahaha , I'm serious not laughing at all ) . Okay , I think thats all . I hope you have a great day today and always . Bye .

The First

" "I can offer you my life, but it is a short life; I can offer you my heart, though I have no idea how many more beats it shall sustain. But I love you enough to hope that you wil not care that I am being selfish in trying to make the rest of my life - whatever length - happy, by spending it with you. I want to be married to you, Tessa. I want it more than I have ever wanted anything else in my life." - Jem Carstairs 

  Hi . Well , this is my first entry for my new blog . I stop using the old one since I have made a terrible mistake while editing it . I'm actually don't think anyone would read or pay attention to this blog , but hey , I need a journal and decided to use this " great internet knowledge " I learnt . Okay , first and all , I'll introduce myself ,  call me Yuki or Esmeralda  (of course not my real name) . Not so friendly but I'll try to be nice . Loves books , anything based on books , Vixx , foods , manga and also loves to annoy people . Can go days talking about books or vixx . I don't tolerate haters or rude people . I love to fangirl about books and vixx ( I'm welcoming anyone to do that , we MIGHT be bestfriend ) . Most picture here are not mine . And lastly , my english are not good , might have a lot of grammatical error . Okay , that is too much information . As for this blog , I'll update when I'm not lazy (hahahaha)  , I'll use this blog for my inner fangirl , for movie or drama or books or anime or manga , my life ( let see ) and maybe for vixx or other things ( I'll think of something ) . oh before it is too late , most entry here will probably start with quote form any random book that I like . Just a mild warning . I think thats all . Bye .